who knows?

Well i blew it on Friday. My wants sit in the pit of my stomach and gnaw until they're met.

i had a few cocktails with Debby Friday night. I did really well and honestly it wasn't fun. i was bored, drinking, smoking and wondering what the hell i was doing. i actaully ended up putting debby to bed, going to bed myself and woke up with underwear on so i didn't over do it.

I stopped the HCG and am now on low-carb til i lose the last 10 pounds (would have been 7 but all the food i ate yesterday -albeit all food i'm allowed just in too large of portions- I put on 3 pounds)

Today i'm going to eat really light andtomorrow i'm riding my bike in as exercise will be my new obsession. it has to be...i'll shrink even more if i work out steadily. and that's what i want...a firm body. i'm going to have a better body now than i ever did in my 20's.

let's do it!