day 5

i'm not getting too in to this phase becuase i'm tired of being pumped up only to let myself down. i'm JUST as thankful i'm on it; just trying not to make a big deal of it so time will pass normally.

i actaully lost a little over a pound on loading days but sunday i had a fat ass b'fast and white russians and cream soup for dinner. had it been a normal loading day i probably would have stayed even or gained a bit.

i'm slightly hungry this round but it's okay. really...after those loading days if i never saw food again, i think i'd be okay. ME!!! I'm saying that!

anyway, i think i'm gonna take friday off and go to tahoe. i need some snow and one armed bandit time.